We Didn't Think About It But We

I Like The Idea Of Defying The Convention Of What It Is To Be In Your 40s, Or 50s, Or 60s.

It's Weird, I Was Such A Survivor And So Wanted To Be A Part Of Life While I Was Trying To Snuff Out The Life That Was Inside Of Me. I Had This Duality Of Trying To Kill Myself With Drugs, Then Eating Really Good Food And Exercising And Going Swimming And Trying To Be A Part Of Life. I Was Always Going Back And Forth On Some Level.

Now I Can Look Back And Say I Actually Like The Upbringing I Had And My Father Was Very Attentive And A Great Educator.

I'm Still A Little Bent, A Little Crooked, But All Things Considered, I Can't Complain.

She Was Probably The Girl I Loved The Most Of All My Girlfriends, But Also The Toughest One To Make Things Work Out With. If I Had Put That Much Effort Into Any Of My Other Relationships, I'd Be Married With Five Kids Now.