I'm Super-popular, So I Had To Pretend

I’ve Had Many, You Know, Happy Ending Sleepovers’in My Early Youth — My Period Of Exploration. I Think That’s Essential. Anyone Who Hasn’t Had A Gay Moment Is Probably Trying To Avoid Some Confrontation With A Reality In Their Life.

I Genuinely Think I Have A Hugging Superpower. I'm Starting To Master The Transformative Hug. I Have A Strange Memory Ability. There's A Lot Of Information That I Don't Cognitively Know, But That Seems To Rise Up At Moments Of Need. That Feels Like A Superpower. Something That Nobody Knows About Me Is That I Discovered At A Young Age That I Could Sing In Two Tones. I Don't Do This In Performance, Because It's Something Very Special To Me. But I've Learned That It's A Practice That Goes Back Far In Time.

Friends That I Value Most Are People Who Would Essentially Use Physical Violence Against Me At A Time When I Seem To Be Teetering On The Edge.

For A Long Time I Felt Like I Was Fighting My Age, Like I Was Constantly Trying To Prove To People That I Was A Savvy Peer, And I Felt Them Viewing Me As A Kid. I Was A Cocky Kid, And I Felt Like I Was An Adult At, Like, 9, You Know? I Think That’s Because My Parents Always Treated Me As An Adult.

If One Took A Role With The Intention Of, "i'll Show Them What I Can Do!," Then It's Not Going To Be Good Because The Ego Is Going To Just Block Everything.