I Guess I Have Always Been Deeply

Some People Have Been Unkind. If I Say I Want To Grow As An Actress, They Look At My Figure. If I Say I Want To Develop, To Learn My Craft, They Laugh. Somehow They Don't Expect Me To Be Serious About My Work.

Sometimes I Think I Was More In Control Of My Life Years And Years Ago, And Yet One Should Make Progress; One Should Learn More Every Year And Become…well, If Not Happier, Then Calmer And More Able To Handle Your Problems. But I’m Not. Sometimes I Just Seem To Make More Problems For Myself. I Do. It Makes Me Feel I Haven’t Grown Up As Much As I Should Have By Now.

When You're Famous You Kind Of Run Into Human Nature In A Raw Kind Of Way. It Stirs Up Envy, Fame Does.

The Studio People Want Me To Do "good-bye Charlie" For The Movies, But I'm Not Going To Do It. I Don't Like The Idea Of Playing A Man In A Woman's Body - You Know? It Just Doesn't Seem Feminine.

Do Not Worry, And Worry.