Writing A Long Novel Is Like Survival

I Have No Models In Japanese Literature. I Created My Own Style, My Own Way.

When The Fire Goes Out, You'll Start Feeling The Cold. You'll Wake Up Whether You Want To Or Not.

What A Terrible Thing It Is To Wound Someone You Really Care For And To Do It So Unconsciously.

I Can Never Say What I Want To Say, It's Been Like This For A While Now. I Try To Say Something But All I Get Are Wrong Words - The Wrong Words Or The Exact Opposite Words From What I Mean. I Try To Correct Myself, And That Only Makes It Worse. I Lose Track Of What I Was Trying To Say To Begin With. It's Like I'm Split In Two And Playing Tag With Myself. One Half Is Chasing This Big, Fat Post. The Other Me Has The Right Words, But This Can't Catch Her.

It's Like Tolstoy Said. Happiness Is An Allegory, Unhappiness A Story.