To Watch How Lovingly Your Children Parent

I've Had Such An Odd Career. I Always Wanted To Be A Great Actor. I Wanted To Be Katharine Hepburn - Ish - There Was A Bit Of Nobility About Her. Instead I've Always Felt Like The Mutt Standing On The Sidelines, Panting And Saying, "me, Too! How About Me?" That's Just Part Of My Personality.

I Never Felt Safe. In High School, Acting Is What I Did To Stay Sane. It Wasn't About Showing Off; It Was About Revealing Parts Of Myself That I Couldn't Reveal Anyplace Else.

If You Have The Opportunity To Play These Characters That Are Three-dimensional And Very Deeply Rooted In An Emotional Level, They Stay With You. They Lived In You Anyway, The Density Of Them. It Takes A While To Realize How They've Influenced You.

But I Was Losing So Much Bone Density That I Would Have Been In Grave Danger. And I Mean Grave Danger. If I Had Let It Go Just A Few More Years I Could Have Broken My Hip Or Spine Just Picking Up My Granddaughter

I Don't Know What Happiness Is. I Have Periods Of Feeling Joyous And Peaceful And Excited About What I'm Doing, But I Am Also Frequently Very Sad.