In The Past, I Had Workaholic Issues.

That I Would Be Loved Even When I Numb Myself. That I Would Be Good Even When I Am Overwhelmed. That I Would Be Loved Even When I Was Fuming. That I Would Be Good Even If I Was Clingy.

I Saw Music As A Way To Entertain People And Take Them Away From Their Daily Lives And Put Smiles On Their Faces, As Opposed To What I See It Being Now, Which Is A Way For Me To Actually Communicate, And A Way For Me To Tap Into My Subconscious.

Partnership Is The Way. Dictatorial Win-lose Is So Old-school.

I Notice That When I Feel The Most Disconnected, Once I'm Done Blaming The Moon And Everything Else, I Can See That I Am So Mired In Identification With Form And Ego And Story And Identity, And That If I Want To, I Can Read Some Scripture Or Read Some Spiritual Book Or Pray Or Meditate Or Sit In The Sun Or Hang Around The Birds And The Dogs, And Get A Real Objective Sense Of What's Really Going On Here. That Usually Softens Things.

I Just Feel Compelled To Continue To Be Transparent. It Just Really Levels The Playing Field And Eradicates The Shame That I Have, Or That One Might Have, About Being Human. So I'm Going To Just Keep Going.