If I'll Be Sexualized, It Wouldn't Be

I Have A Really Weird Relationship With Myself Where I'll Say, "do It, Do It!" And Then, "i Don't Want To Do It Anymore, I Hate Photo Shoots, I'm So Tired Of This!" Or, "i Wrote A Song, And You're Gonna Sing It!" Then, "i Can't Hit The Note." I Want To Be A Behind-the-scenes Producer. I Really Hate Being In Front Of People. But I'm Also Obsessed With Becoming A Pop Star.

The Groove Can Go For Like Three Days - Once I'm In It It Will Just Keep Going Until I'm Totally Exhausted. But That's How I Like To Work, I Like To Be Away From Everyone And Just Get In The Zone, And Stay There For As Long As I Can Keep It There.

I Approach Music - And This Sounds Crazy - As Though I'm Phil Spector, And I'm Cranking Out These Pop Stars And Forcing Them To Do All This Stuff - Except They're All Me. But I'm Not, Like, Transgendered.

You Don't Just Have To Be Influenced By Rock, Or Goth, Anymore. It's Okay To Say, 'my Influences Are Tin Pan Music From Bali And Rihanna.' There Are Still So Many Combinations That Haven't Been Done Yet.

Most Of My Music Videos Were Made For Under $200.